It’s perfectly okay for my process to be seen. Making mistakes in front of an audience no longer terrifies me. I’m learning and unlearning daily and for others to watch me grow and evolve is totally fine by me. It’s one of the ways I get to serve, not only myself but those who come in contact with my energy field for it’s not only I who get to learn from my mistakes - others can too. My mission as a human being and artist is to seek the light within and cast it upon the world that I step in. I’m here to face my fears and surrender them to faith in the name of love and acceptance for all that is. I’m here to draw contrast and expand in whichever direction I please and I can change my mind and route as many times as I desire - it’s all up to me. This gift of devotion and conscious decision is one I choose to offer myself as I my part to align with my highest self. In this quest, I feel it’s perfectly okay for others to witness my journey. Self liberation is the destination and I’ve made a my vow to preserve my integrity by way of radical honesty, no matter how strange it may feel. What’s important is that I get to feel it in the way that I can feel now. Vulnerability is a superpower when coupled with awareness. It’s been a bumpy ride but lately life has taken a turn for the better. I’m not embarrassed by my mistakes. For the sake of this conversation let’s refer to them that way; perceived mistakes. I fall. I fumble. I bend. However, I refuse to remain stuck. Although it may be experienced or interpreted as stagnancy or contraction, I’m perpetually in a state of flow. I am in an uninterrupted state of becoming. I authentically strive to illuminate each and every part of me for even when I think I’ve kissed enlightenment, I kiss it again, and again, and again… This process of remembrance, confirmation, reframing, reintegration and sustained practice is not meant to end. Quite frankly, I would’n want it to. It makes every bit of life worth living. I’m no longer waiting for the perfect timing to leap. I trust. I know what is mean to be is done for if I stay in alignment with my soul’s core values and life purpose I will inevitably be nudged to relentlessly pursue that which I am meant to learn, practice and deliver in this life. From where I stand and what I’ve experienced through my earthly passage, my intuition has never failed me - I have failed it. Learning to trust it as my compass has radically transformed my life. I’m not running away from joy and fulfillment for the sake of showing up as my “perfect self”; the time is now. I show up how I show up. I reach for it even when I’m unsure of the best way to get to where I need to go. I trust in my intuition to guide and redirect me towards my path if ever I stray - the obstacles are the way. I now understand that far more is lost in indecision than in trials and errors. Life is too short to be crippled by the fear of failure or judgement. I will love and support me in each and every state even if that makes other people uncomfortable. A commitment to anything begins with a commitment to self. On your journey, please remember that the ideas projected onto you by those who surround you is have little to do with you. More often than on, it serves to reveal the characteristics of the lens through which other people around you perceive their world. In mine, sentient beings are infinite beings with the inherent right to shed self imposed limitations and reinvent themselves as many times as they see fit. There are no such things as mistakes, only opportunities to learn. I have pledged to be a student and a steward of the collective during this intense phase of planetary reprogramming, healing and global ascension. I am in the business of self expression, determined to be a vessel for cathartic evolution and liberation. I seek to emancipate my mind from preconceived notions. I am here to speak my truth through silence and noise, sounds, textures, scents and colors, including ones that weren’t spotted before. I speak my mind with ease, openness and resolve. I own the complexities and perpetual shifts of my being. I get to be me and I am so okay with that - I am so on board with that! I’d rather meet my expiration and go extinct than fail at being someone I am not. I’ve been there. I’ve gagged and tamed myself. I’ve been there and it’s not worth going back. I am no longer shrinking myself. Every single day I am born anew. So are you. Do not allow anyone or anything to restrict and hold you to past versions of yourself. Live in the now. Do it now. Be it now. 

However, this sentiment simultaneously triggers an imperative which signals the need to press forward while also making sure to cleanse my sphere of all that fails to reciprocate or vibrationally align with the person I am becoming. I am responsible for curating my social media so that it is conducive to my growth the same way that I curate my thoughts, my habits and the environment in which I live. In doing so, I am peacefully releasing all that no longer serves me or actively supports my growth. Genuine mutual support ought to be omnipresent or the space allowed for kinship to grow will retract, reroute and flow elsewhere. It’s truly nothing personal. Likewise, I ought to be able to draw inspiration, wisdom, perspective and uplifting energies from accounts, brands and makers that I follow. The tie has to be severed otherwise as I can no longer hold space for what doesn’t. What that looks like for me is unsubscribing from any and alls things that constitute an energetic blockage as I set on embracing my most authentic self. If I don’t find that I resonate with some virtual persona or content and/or recognize a lack of energetic unbalance I’ll be called to withdraw entirely, making way for only that which does. I shout my people out and reflect their light, letting them know they are supported, that they are inspiring, that they are divine creation and that their own creations are just as astounding. I find that I am naturally incline to expand energy in rooting for people who don’t necessarily root for me. Being free handed is depleting and I feel the need to boil things to the salt of the earth so that I can protect my energy. I am safeguarding it and redirecting towards that which serves, nourishes and appreciates me just as much as it is appreciated in return. Lately I’ve been called to honor my needs and give myself permission to cultivate the optimal conditions for my seeds to germinate. Everything has its importance. All comes with intentionality. Again, it’s nothing personal. It does not signify that I have an issue with anyone or anything in particular. It simply means that I am choosing me and my future self. I encourage you to do the same - let it all go then pick yourself first. Rinse and repeat. Follow your gut. Watch yourself bloom.

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