Jihane

New leaf and then some.

The monstera has been doing fantastic in its new home. In late February, I was able to relocate my plant gang to the space in which I currently reside, or what was left of it. Thankfully, I was able to rescue about a third of them ahead of finding a new spot but out of the ones I was forced to temporarily leave behind many didn’t survive the two months transitional gap - they had died of thirst. When I finally could have the bigger plants packed up and dropped off by the moving company, my fenestrated lady was in great distress. The leaves were droopy and their tips were starting to brown. Fast forward to this moment and it’s doing better than ever before. Spring and Summer have delivered two new leaves, the second of which is currently in the process of unfurling. Bearing witness of such a stunning burgeoning of life and silent expansion of matter into physical space over the next week will serve as a potent reminder that living organisms shall thrive given the right environment. Like many, I’ve professed this in countless ways before but honestly, truly, I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of plant life metaphors and gardening analogies. They capture the essence of being so fluently. Anyhow, that is the tea on my monstera and what’s been going on around here. Today has been fantastic and yet it’s only 3 pm - claiming more fantastic dopeness to manifest in my reality. Shit, this week has been terrific and it’s only Tuesday afternoon. The Lion’s gate portal (cosmic alignment of The Sun, planet Earth and the start Sirius) will remain open until August 12th and was at its peak yesterday. It is magnificent time for energetic upgrade and manifestation. Strangely, I woke up to exactly $7,77 in my account after paying all my bills and debt clearing installments but today has brought down a windfall that I am so grateful to receive as I finally launch this new business and stream of income. The team I collaborated with was wonderful and extremely professional. It couldn’t have gone any smoother for a first booking - I’m truly happy. I’m happy to release stress, surrender fear, shed old programming and do away with whatever limiting belief I still subconsciously cultivate in my psyche. Today, I’m not feeling any dead weight - I’m floating. It’s been my general sentiment since August started. The willingness and ability to find peace in any situation is a divine gift worth all the silver and gold this earth has to offer. If I got more and more and more and more and still couldn’t find true solace and unadulterated joy in living, I’d want to off myself. What’s the point of accumulation in the face of chronic dissatisfaction?  Money sure does make life easier. Growing up, my folks have set the bar high for me when it comes to material comfort. Having been with and without, I humbly recognize what is of infinite value to me. I also know that I’ve got it. I’ve got it man… Thanking Spirit for the many blessings in my life. I will not rebel against what’s been working for me. I will not be standing in my own way. Plenty more efforts are waiting to be invested in worthwhile dreams. Plenty more creations are awaiting their birth. My body has been learning its own rhythm and my potential is no longer quietly sitting in the back of the room, hoping to be noticed. Since I’ve stopped offering my energy to people, places and things that fail to offer any kind of return on investment, everything has changed. If I’ve given it a fair chance and it produced no fruit, I’m ready to let that shit go and plant new seeds. Everything we are made of is alive and lives forever, in one form or another. How could I not see that? How could I not feel that? How could I not be grateful beyond measure. Sidenote: just checked my phone and the clock shows 3:33. Thank you Universe! I know you hear me playa! All this to say that I have watered my seeds with love and I’m now ready for harvest. Grateful, humbled, and very excited to begin a new cycle. It is one in which I welcome optimal health, unabridged independence and financial abundance so that my vision for the life I seek and the things I so deeply wish to contribute to the collective can be fulfilled easily and effortlessly. On this journey, I am only inviting relationships that bring me closer to myself and Source. That is all I need. And so it is. 

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