I wrote this yesterday morning:

I fell asleep blissfully last night and woke up fighting for my life on Monday - I was cramping sooo bad. I bled a little in between my thighs but thankfully I didn’t make a mess. I swallowed two aspirins (I purposely avoid nsaid) and roughed it up for about half an hour until it finally kicked in. I dozed off again for a bit, cuddling with the dogs, until I had to use the bathroom (periods causes interferences withe the digestive system). Cramping like that is usually a sign of neglect from a dietary perspective, or at least I fond to be the case for me. What’s interesting to me is that I made a mental over the weekend on the fact that I had been consuming too little water and had been ingesting far too much dairy (especially cheese). Well, my womb wasn’t all that thrilled and it let me know - I felt it. I spent my morning cleaning, chanting, journaling and having internal conversations with myself. After watching the news (oh by why) it dawned on me that given the current situations in Palestine, Afghanistan, Ukraine, Brazil, Taiwan, Saudi Arabia, etc, being well aware of the role that has actively been played by the United States to either stir up conflicts of great magnitude and / or shamelessly support oppressive regimes, I think (and feel) the land of the free is on the brink of experiencing the upshot of all these international crises to a degree that we cannot even fathom just yet. When this all blows up in our faces, which it will, no amount of mainstream media propaganda, use of force and other damage control strategy is going to be able to successfully put the fire out. If countries were people, the United States of AmeriKKKa would surely be a malignant narcissist and antisocial disordered freak, always operating in the shadows, under the guise of benevolence. No safety rails. No fair and legitimate check and balance systems. No apologies for its crimes. No accountability. No empathy whatsoever. A cold silent assassin void of morality and integrity, only concerned with taking from others to benefit its obscure imperialistic agenda. It’s the most treacherous kind of deception. We are currently in the midst of a mass awakening and planetary shift / ascension process. My view is that the United States bluffing and threatening to engage in a cold war 2.0 scenarios with Russia and China could very well provoke a tide that may put us all in a dire situation. It’s hard to picture it now but I really don’t feel that there will be an accurate reference point for it. Much like the pandemic, I think it will be unprecedent in nature and execution. It’s a tide that would seemingly pop out of nowhere to sweep us the fuck back to reality, except it won’t be coming out of nowhere - will it? I think some of use can feel it coming from miles away, whatever that is. Sooner or later, this country’s bubble is going to pop, imploding on itself and what’s happening right now is something to pay close attention to. The illusion of separation is real. Denial will have some believe that these conflicts have nothing to do with us and are localized far enough from us to not have any significant implications for us - that Americans are safe and can’t be touched.  Yet, we don’t have to look far to witness the extent of the abuse and entrenchment inflicted by America upon its designated targets. Look at what’s been happening in central America. Who are the main actors? What roles are they playing? What actions are they taking on the ground? Who sponsors them? Heck, no need to go that far. Look at what’s happening domestically. Here too, the atmosphere is tense and polarized. The global status quo is extremely volatile. All of it are exhibits of a perfect storm. I have the feeling we might witness something we’ve never seen before - I couldn’t tell you what it is. It’s the same feeling I had back in December 2019 when I first heard of the coronavirus outbreak in Wuhan and warned everyone I knew that the pandemic we had been told about was here and that things were going to drastically shift on a global scale. No one I spoke to took it seriously or cared to research what was happening. Still I understand that cycles have to end to make way for the new. Through chaos and destruction, change is birthed. If we hit our tipping point which I feel is near, I trust that it’ll be what was needed for the collective’s evolutionary path. I am no prophet of doo. My gut feeling is rooted in pattern observation. Our current world structure is fragile. If the script was flipped on the United States, it would only be the corollary of this nation’s cumulative policies, exploitative measures, arbitrary violation of sovereignty, propaganda campaigns, hypocritical strategies and deceitful ways. Sooner or later, bullies encounter their archenemesis and have to face the consequences of poking someone who will dare to stand up to them using methods the bully isn’t proficient in. Remember this because it is true: no thing can circumvent the laws of nature and cheat its way out of the principle of causality. Causes will produces effects. One can’t escape its shadow forever for nothing lasts forever; all Empires know their end. One way or another, balance is ultimately restored. Although it may take a while to circle back, what goes around, will come back around. Go ahead and bet on all of the above. In this case, when it does, it’ll be real nasty and yet hardly commensurate to the abuse that the perpetrator has been guilty of. Anyhow, it’s just my two cents. I do live on American soil but do not identify as an American - I’m an African woman. Besides, none of this is under my control. I can only worry about taking care of myself, as well as the two lives that I’m responsible for. I haven’t been watching the news much if at all lately. I had to learn to disconnect from the mass psychosis that was eating me alive prior to 2020. My focus is on elevating my frequencies, savoring each and every moment, multiplying my resources and signing permission slips to do whatever the fuck I want (so long as I’m not hurting anyone in the process)… Naturally, we can live in this world with our head buried in the sand. I’m hearing the echo of what’s happening abroad, in far away lands, and it not only infuriates me - it worries me. We are all connected. This country has been playing with fire since its inception. Sooner or later bridges will be burned. It’s both impressive and outrageous to reflect on just how long the United States has been able to keep up with this phony act… Longest geopolitical and cultural reign in modern history? I’ll have to fact check that but it seems so. American’s political institutions and corporatocracy make for one hell of an illusionist and bonafide scammer - it’s pretty wild.

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